Friday the 13th
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Heavy Rainning
Topic: Bad Days, 1, 2, Many
What is it about Friday the 13th that makes it such a bad day? I mean yesterday it felt like I was being destroyed! At home things are hell, at work things are hell, school and even my personal life things are just pure hell! I guess I must be trying to myself Friday the 13th used to be great days for me those were the only days were everything turned out right. What happened?

When It Rain's It Pours
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: My Sniffles and tears hitting the keyboard.
Topic: Bad Days, 1, 2, Many
Can anyone tell me what's the cure for a broken heart? It seems as if I'm always suffering from this illness. Whenever I think that I can finally stop crying, I start all over again and I can't stop. I guess I enjoy the glassy vision, the runny nose, the sniffles, and not to mention the sound of my heart breaking into mini micro pieces. The one I fell in love with has been incarcerated. Someone tell me what can I do, to stop these tears? Please, I need help. Why did Joey leave me here alone?

People
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Buttnaked by Adena Howard
Topic: Bad Days, 1, 2, Many
I hate it when people don't mind their own business, it's like keeping your attention focused on your own business. I guess the older you get the nosier you get. Sigh! Well whatever I'll explain later.

I'm such a bad person.
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Only U by Ashanti
Topic: Who's on my mind
So "Q" and his ex have officially broken up, I don't know whether to rejoice or feel like an ass. I really wanted them to work things out, but then again I didn't, because I wanted to make a move on him. Well I've got my opportunity now, huh?

New Love Interest
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: The Best of the Isley Brothers
Topic: Who's on my mind
Ok, so I came across this guy, at work, that I know but can't remember where from, and it's become odd because we both have this weird kind of magnetic attraction to each other, it's scary but fun. I've spent two nights at his apartment and then seeing as we both work in the same department we're always drawn to each other. He's always telling me how beautiful I am and how he enjoys my company and appreciates me. I can't deny it, I actually love it! Sunday night I spent the night at his place and while sleeping we began cuddling like it was an automatic thing for us. That night I had the best sleep I've had in a long time, since before "L" and I separated. "Q" reminds my of "L" alot but I wouldn't compare them because "L" will always have a special place in my heart, but "Q" is beginning to develop one. I need to stop thinking about him!

Wow! It's been so long.
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: "T-Shirt" by Destiny's Child
Topic: Who's on my mind
So it's been so long since I've written and so much has happened since then. Like for instance, a girl I went to high school with ex-boyfriend's mother died, Sad I know. Oh, and I've meant someone but he's not for me though. Why? Because he's younger then me and is completely opposite from me, but he's so into me and it's..... funny. But any who I'm really going to try and stay with it this time and even upload pics to the site. While that's all for now. Peace and Poetry.

Hello, again
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Nothing it's supposed to be quiet Shhhh!!!!
Topic: Just Talking
Ok, I know no one is reading this so I don't even know why I'm bothering to write. But anyway let me explain why I've yet to write again. Of course I've been busy with work but fall classes also started like two weeks ago and I'm just wondering if I'll be able to handle a tough work schedule and class schedule this semester. Last semester I wasn't this busy but hey, this is a new semester. Right? I'm honestly thinking about putting school off for another semester but then again I don't want to out of fear that I won't be able to go back. I don't know I think that I can handle it this semester, because if I couldn't I wouldn't have been given the task. Well I'm in the schools computer lab and my class starts in another 20 minutes so I think I'll be going and writing later.

Peace and Poetry.

I'm so tired
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Some song from work that keeps playing in my head.
Topic: Just Talking
Ok, so I haven't been writting again and I promised I would. I apologize I've been really busy lately, I just started a new job. The old one was..... let's just say I wanted another job. So now I work at Marshall Field's and it's ok, I like it. Since I've been working there all of my guest (they're not cosumers) keep giving me compliments on my customer service skills and personality. Cool, huh?


I'm so glad that I don't have to work tomorrow, because I just want to sleep all day. But I know I can't I've got things to do.


My list of immediate friends has deminished,due to the fact that when my uncle passed away I didn't want to do or go anywhere people stopped hanging out with me. Some friends huh? I guess they really weren't my friends after all. Besides I befriended someone earlier this year and I wish I'd kept in touch with them because I really did enjoy their company and conversation. But, oh well what can you do?


I'm going to do one (if not both) of two things: go out to a club/party with my friend Crystal or go get under (not in) my bed and catch up on some sleep that I'm missing so that I can function at work Tuesday. I'm off tomorrow.

Aren't these clouds pretty? I think so and this was right after a rain storm.

Club Head
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Rain Drops and my blow dryer
Topic: Just Talking
12:40AM night of August 3, 2004

Ok, so right now I am supposed to be at a club. Why aren't I there you ask? Because there's a strom outside that's why. But let me tell you the story of why my hair is wet and whay I think that clubs should be closed during bad weather. My friend Crystal asked me to go out with her to some club tonight, not really wanting to go, I said yes. I got dressed and left the house to go and pick her up and it started raining. I was so happy that it had started raining because that met I could go back home. I called up Cyrs (short for Crystal of course) and told her it was raining too hard for us to drive all the way up north to go to the club tonight. You would think that she would've said "ok maybe tomorrow or the weekend" but she didn't she said "i still wanna go... I got an umbrelle...you've never been to a club during a party?" Now I don't know about you but that blow my mind, I can't believe that she still wanted to go to a stupid party even though there was a storm warning. So people would do anything just to go get out of the house and party, but I'm not one of them. I'm in the house enjoying the storm from my room window.

RIP Anthony Shawn Christian
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: The sound of my tears falling to the ground.
Topic: Bad Days, 1, 2, Many
Ok, so I don't feel like talking to anyone because my favorite uncle just passed away. And I believe that it was due to his own brother and his brother's wife. Damn them both to hell!!! I'm write later when I've calmed down.